MOVED TO

Twilight of Chandeliers♥

to my dears, sorry for this abrupt closing-off of mine. I know this is the only place for you girls to find out about me.. daily happenings and all but I just have to do this now.. maybe sometime later i'll invite you girls to my new blog yeah? :)

Jen, I'm very sorry to hear that.. I hope you're okay now though I know it's not easy to just let go in just a short time. And also, try to let loose yourself and don't harden yourself too much.. you may never know in the future, you may meet the right one. But for now, just enjoy your college life :) Jean and wi wen, stay happy with your him and study hard yeah! (lol)

I know I'm haven't been keeping in touch with you all.. I admit I'm not the best person to do so. I always don't know how to start but that's not a good reason also. Hope you girls will forgive me (i know jenny is laughing right now ;D).

ANYHOW, mm, i'll cya girls when i see you kay. Have to go study now. or rather watch tv =D

Quitting this blog. Blogging somewhere else but don't bother asking for links. I'm not giving to anyone.

Taa~

Is this goodbye?

I'm not supposed to blog cause I'm supposed to be reading Law which I'm obviously not doing. Law isn't my forte at all, much less drowning myself in 9 pages of it?

I've got so, so, so, so, SO much to rant that I don't know where to start 1st. College, assignment, driving, life as it is, pressure, etc.

Grr.

Shall continue this later, tv now. Bye.
Gonna privatize/change blog soon ~♥

When boredom arrives and stay

here it goes:
Instructions

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Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statementsthat you wish were true.(blue)
Leave the fibs alone.
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I’m 170cm++ tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I'm bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit!

I have a tatto of a Star!

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take Drugs.

90% of my friends Smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up is rather nasty.

I am studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I love chick flicks.

I hate someone.

I'm going out at least three times this week.

I have 10 guess handbags.

I love my sister.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don't know about my Blog.

I have an IPod.

I don't have Faith in the current "one".

My school mates know about my Blog.

I wanted to be a Fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I'm a rebel.

I'm starting to wear dresses.

I don't believe in love.

High School's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I have bought a pair of shoes this month.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear give me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High School was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

Mid Valley is my second home.

I have my own car.

I am a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We'll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tom boy.

At time I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a bestfriend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise party.

I hate planning parties.

I'm hot. (LOL ^^)

I'm a sinner.

I like attention.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I cannot live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I love horror films.

I love my brother.

I hate Math.

I'm happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don't read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I've traveled to over 6 different countries.

I can't live without make-up.

I'm satisfied.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love GREEN apple juice.

I can't drink for nuts.

I've got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven't worked out since March.

I think I''m Fat.

Leave and never look back ♥

x-posted from LJ cos' I'm lazy like that.

CNY has been nothing but fun ♥ No I did not visit relatives this year; we went shopping on the 1st and 2nd and 3rd day (today). I'd guess we're too accustomed to the practice of visiting relatives every single year that not seeing them made me feel a little left out and poorer too ;___; Hee but I'm not exactly all for angpaus this year, but more of new clothes anyway :D

There's lots of petition laying around now.. ICE from Malaysia Cassiopeian asked me to advertise her petition poster over at Xietinloveshero, yeah but, I don't get why there are so many different petitions going on right now. Still, it's not exactly my business to question. As long it works, then I'm happy with it. and they better fcking work.

College life has been nothing but, assignments, homework and parking on hilltop. I got into a minor car crash the other day on the way to school and my front bumper was dented but it's already repaired for now. Business Law is a waste of time bcos lecturer just breeze in with tutorial papers and zoom out back and come in 1 hour later. What. We're not exactly paying her 900bucks for that, y'know.

Sigh.. it's quite burdening to be updating Xietinloveshero daily as well. I hardly have time for anything else. Even those trans + videos + news I posted, I never got the chance to read it myself. What with readers' enquiries, blog linking, bla bla bla. At times, I feel like just quitting it. It's difficult cos I'm the only one updating it and .. if I'm busy for the day, there'll be no updates for the whole day. And I feel pressured to update.

I chatted with westkitsune yesteday and apparently, she felt the same. On the burden and everything. Initially I wanted a co-author to help out.. but thing is, the majority of them hardly have any experience of blogging or getting info and I don't have the time to teach and all. I mean, isn't all this stuff common sense? ;______; Aren't you supposed to already know how to blog and update? Liking dbsk and blogging about them is two entirely different thing, but no seems to realize it?

*cries* I rly can't do this anymore. It's effing wearing me down. It's not affecting my studies but it is eating into my personal life so much that sometimes idk why I'm doing so much of it. I update almost 7-8 hrs perday, and sometimes more depending on the schedule.

Bugger. This ain't good at all.

I was casually read this blog -okay, Kennysia cause I was missing out abt a week worth of updates. Then, I casually stroll back up and do the survey on the right sidebar. The nuffnang ones. Answered those questions I'd answered for probably the 11th times, then Babe and then casually move my cursor over the 13-18 years old option.

Then I stopped.

Fcuk. I'm no longer 18. Where did 18 went? Where did a whole year worth of -insert 64161674 activities here- gone?

The boundary between 18 and 19 is so clear it scared me when the clock struck 12am on 31 December 2008.

1. I'm still writing dates as 081205 090107. For convenience, its year-month-day.
2. Sometimes I wake up and go -what shall I do today?- and bam, -Darn, I have to attend class today-.
3. I still act like a 18 years old. Not that it makes any difference though.

I successfully completed my foundation, got my results for my 3rd sem. Very satisfied with it, except I'm 2 marks away from obtaining another A. I never like LAN subjects. They screw my result slip so hard I cringe whenever I look at them.

I'll be taking;;
-Business Law
Lectures notes are so dull I'd sleep reading the cover of the notes. Facts, facts and more facts if you add Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies together. And you know it's bad when I rather take those LAN subjects again.

-Business Economics
Uh, haven't attend any class yet, but it should be fine.

-Fundamentals of Marketing
TBH, quite looking forward to this -almost the same as Foundation's Business subject. It's.. interesting.

-Financial Accounting
We were told, we'll be studying accouting from scratch again, meaning- double entry, TPL, Balance sheet, depreciation, accruals, the works again + extra few -ledgers & stock options which I'd learn in F4, etc.


Schedule's been gold :) all morning classes equals to ample parking spots for me. Previous semester, I had to pray for a parking. This semester, the parking spot prays for me to park in 'em XD

Life's a little shitty last few days -personal friendship which I wrote halfway yesterday, but decided against in posting it. I.. just don't like offending anyone. Might privaticized this blog.

I forgot... to upload pics on SG trip. Will update asap ;D

Let's see, things has been buzzing a little too fast for my liking this few days, or rather weeks. I'd went on an spontaneous trip to Singapore last Thursday, which I only got to know the day before in the afternoon. I was still dozing (I slept ard 6AM the previous night) at 1PM and my sis pounds on the door and practically jumped on me,

Stupid, bed-bouncing sister: JIE JIE WE GOING SG AHH GO PACK AHH WAKE UP AHH OYY WAKE UP AHH DONT SLEEP AHH.

Srs, like wtf. And I was having the best dream of my life. Ok, not the best but, it'd awaken something in me. Quite sentimental, but it doesn't involve love or anything. Hmm, more abt friendship I guess which I will write on when I'm free.

So, so, we went to SG. And, honestly, I don't rly like it there. I especially didn't feel comfortable there. It's not about the place or anything, it's just that weird gut feeling where you don't have any reasoning for a certain hatred on something. I just don't like it. But, I have to say, those people are rly, rly disciplined and civilized. Will write on my obversations some other time.

Hmm and, sry I thought 3rd Jan was friday or smth ._. heh, will inform mum then. Update me the time k?

Mm, I still haven't start revising any shit. 3rd holi's gonna end and it still felt as if I've finish my exam last Friday. Die anot. Degree ain't gonna be easy anymore. DDDDD:


DIE LAH. I wanna stay in foundation, in a perfectly legal way. Hmm I wanna go read New Moon now bai bai. Mum got me a bag (a twist btw green and blue) Dad (& sis?) got me Breaking Dawn, the 4th installment of Twilight and now I'm supposed to buy myself the 3rd one ._.

Again, bouncing sis said: Whut. Now you've got a reason to buy the 3rd book now that we've got you the 4th one! :DDD

Then again, it makes sense. Oh and, I dyed my hair red this time ;D

I know I haven't blogging. I was busy for like, the whole last 2 months. Midterms, assignments, finals, etc. Even though it was supposed to be the best semester for my Foundation, it was nevertheless the busiest semester even with only 3 subjects.

I'd finish my last paper last Friday :) freedom for 3 weeks till college commence again. Hope majority of classes will be in the morning. Finding parking spot in the afternoon is a torture. We have this inside joke where, finding a nice parking spot is like finding gold :D True, in some way.

And I rly have to start revising account again. I forgot everything; trading acc, depreciation (dies), etc. I'm also currently starting Maple back. Not in full force since I only play when I'm free which is very rare. I'm always busy doing something else ._.

Anyway, have to go now. Hope to see ya girls!

I'd just found out Jenny got boyfriend already :D Idk why, but for some odd reason I feel small. Like, you know, still young, still in a cocoon. That sort of thing.

So far Jean, Wi Wen and now Jenny have boyfriend :D Not sure about Fong Yee & Shok Yeen tho. You get what I mean? Like, all of them have grown up and I'm still left out sorta thing, not that I'm reallyyy left out, but still, you get the point.

But, no complains tho. I'd never enjoy studying so much than now :) This year has been like a, srsly wonderful year for me. Growing up, being away from friends, doing stuffs alone, a more mature mentality, and most recent, driving.

Finals will be on next Tue, Thurs and Fri so wish me luck! I can't wait for degree next year 8D

To Jenny: Hey sayang, since you told us about him already :) sounds like he's rly compatible with you hor? :) Hope you'll hv happy days with him then!

x-posted from dbsk blog.

;DD


I went and watched Twilight today and it was by far, one of the most boring book-made-into-movie movie I'd ever watch. Seriously. There was no impact, both of the main characters did not click, at all. Lots of staring and way too many awkward moments where they stare into each other and I was all, "ARE YOU DONE STARING? HALLO, SOME ACTIONS PLZ?".

All these while, reading Twilight and the 2nd book which I'd forgotten the title, I actually imagine Jaejoong as Edward.

;_____________________________;
PLS TELL ME I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE IMAGINING HIM AS THE COLD-BLOODED VAMPIARRR DKLFHKSDGFJSDGSD

I mean, how could you not?! Beautiful, extremely pale and fair skin, beautiful, gorgeous, changing eye colour (Contacts, anyone? :DD), hot, sexy, those kind that make me lose for words whenever I see him ♥

Oh yeah, you know when Edward Cullen walked into the sunlight scene? kdhfkdhgd I'd almost died. HE FREAKING SPARKLE. Like, bling bling! Like, excessive use of photoshop anyone? Srs, Jaejoong could walk into a unlit room and still sparkle to me.

& the worst thing is, he's dlkghldgh hairy D: D: D: sry, I got this huge fear of hairy men. Arms, chests, anywhere for that matter. That's why I couldn't stand seeing Min/Ho's armpit. It's like, rainforest in thr. *shivers* I ♥ Jae and Su's tho. Hairless men are lurve ♥

/bricked by Edward fans/

Oh yeah, is it me or Bella looks like a cross btw. Hermione and Blair? More of Hermione. She's so freaking fair (dies of jealousy).


ANYWAY, gotta go now. Have to check Films for last time. Then, I can start revision tomorrow night 8D.

This is a no-holding-back post.

I'm fucking sick of bloody inconsiderate people who only think of themselves and and do not take responsibility for their own part. And the effing guy who had actually had the nerve to push the blame to me. Anyway, I'd plan to kick him out of the group if he's not passing up his assignment by tomorrow.

Too bad for him then.


And no, I'm not being cruel to people. It's just how life is. Since semester 1, I have done too much during group assignments, more than I'm supposed to do, and this guy rly topped the it off. So yeah, out he goes if there's no news from him.

Antique the movie is out and I have no time to watch it ;D


Our Moral Studies presentation was a blast today 8D we did it without any hiccups, it was perfect down to the ending. So, so proud of my group performance. Everyone, and I meant, everyone (except 1/2 groups) were reading off the slide and cue cards itself but we did a courtesy of memorizing everything so it looked more professional. And our lecturer like it a lot. Well, she commented it was, "simple, sweet & straight to the point", which is considered good when the other groups got, "No eye contact, read from slides, too long, etc".


;D


Bad news, we have only 2 weeks to start our Films & Arts assignment + presentation and Office Application Assignment. Oh just shoot me. Plus the fact, I'm not exactly art-appreciative person. Idk where to start, nor where to begin AND, my writing juice are all dried up since MS assignment.


Good news, I've started driving since 2 weeks ago. The only quirk? I don't like parking on the hill. Freaking hot and quiet up there.



Sigh. I have a bad feeling we're going have last minute editing again. At least OA's free topic.
Ta, going to write 1st draft now.

♥ I think all of us who watched MKMF live will never ever forget this moment where we broke down and cry for him at the same time ♥